Un-whole.

Because I am insecure. Because I don't know. Because I am not good enough. Because time is running out. Because the future is uncertain. Because everything is falling apart. Because of the silence. Because of distance. Because of pressure. Because of emotions. Because of glass. Because of tears. Because of assumptions. Because of soldiering on. Because of fatigue. Because of giving up. Because of contemplating. Because of over-thinking. Because of music. Because of beauty. Because of interpretations. Because of demons. Because of phantoms. Because of angels. Because of miracles. Because of magic. Because of belief. Because of brown eyes. Because of coffee. Because of muffins. Because of raindrops. Because of sunshine. Because of suffocation. Because of falling short. Because of missed chances. Because of cowardice. Because of elation. Because of confidence. Because of tricks. Because of the truth. Because of the lies. Because of time. Because of black watches. Because of broad shoulders. Because of hope. Because of drowning. Because of depression. Because of numbness.Because of chocolate chip cookies. Because of ignorance. Because of isolation. Because of breathing. Because of sleeping. Because of nightmares. Because of fantasies. Because of sweet dreams. Because of brownies. Because of Baskin Robbin's mint chocolate chip ice cream. Because of promises. Because of balloons. Because of fears. Because of words. Because of actions. Because of absence. Because of courage. Because of madness. Because sadness. Because of fragments. Because of memories. Because of hospital beds. Because of procrastination. Because of invincibility. Because of frailness. Because of screaming. Because of breaking down. Because of happiness. Because of bubbles. Because of blank pages. Because of color pencils. Because of long walks. Because of story books. Because of anticipation. Because of nervousness. Because of your smile. Because of your walk. Because of eye contact. Because of shyness. Because I met you. Because I want you. Because you're worth it. Because I am. Because of us. Because of our future. Because of everything.
Because. Just because.