So many things have happened in 2018. Some great, but mostly not so great. Probably the only highlight was getting a postgraduate degree. And where has that landed me? Overqualified, and unemployed. Or maybe under-qualified and unemployed. Either way, I'm unemployed and it's getting on my nerves to see everyone else with stable jobs and relationships. Everyone except me.
Funny how all the boys I used to write about no longer play any part in my life and I cannot give two fucks about it. Just to think these were the same people who made me toss and turn in my bed. Life is strange. All my friends have grown up. Literally everyone has their lives together. And I am still here. I don't want to be mediocre. I don't want to be inconsequential. I was supposed to be stuff of legends. Why hasn't that been working out for me? Is this what all golden children go though? To be blessed young and cursed as we age? That's really dreadful. I hope things turn out well for me. Fingers crossed.
